"I feel like I'm never important enough for anyone, I'm never anyone priority, and I'm sick of always being second best. For once, I want to be first. I want someone to look at me and not be disappointed in what they see. It's the unrequited feelings that suck the most, but those feelings are what have defined my life for the past 19 years."

"Have you ever thought that maybe if you trusted people then you would be first priority?"

NO FUCKING WAY. I'M MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, SOCIALLY, AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY SCREWED UP, BUT THE THOUGHT THAT MAYBE IF I LEARNED TO TRUST PEOPLE, THINGS WOULD CHANGE NEVER ONCE CROSSED MY MIND.
NINETEEN YEARS OF SHIT CALLED LIFE, AND THE THOUGHT NEVER OCCURRED TO ME.

Thank you captain obvious for pointing out yet another one of my flaws. You should be happy that I even told you that, considering that is one of the thoughts I've only ever kept to myself. You're the first person to ever hear me voice those thoughts, so before you go and start to fix things for me, why don't you start by simply listening. You just might learn something and figure something out about me.

But don't you dare go and bring up obvious things that cross my mind every day of my fucking life, and act like I've never even thought of them. EVER.

Well done, you've managed to make me feel even worse about myself. Cool. Great. Awesome.

GREATLY APPRECIATED.

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