Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

Hannah Kuechle. Gah, I miss her so much. We would still be best friends had I not changed schools last year, but I did. We stayed close, and slowly started to drift. It hurts to look at pictures of us now though because we were literally the best friends ever, and that was the best thing I'd ever had. But then she and Melissa blocked me from Facebook, and I got the picture, loud and clear, that we weren't friends anymore. Talk about being shown a point, in a very blunt way, without knowing anything was wrong. I seriously do miss her though. More than any words can describe. :/

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Bahahaha, really any picture that was taken on this night would classify under today's topic. That night was so much fun. We didn't even really do anything of consequence, but these are easily two of the greatest people on the planet.
Lindsay and I have been friends since my freshman year, and Nicki and I have been friends for about two years now. This picture is freaking hilarious. If it doesn't make you smile, you're insane! Just look at our faces!
Bahahaha, good times(: I love my friends.

Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of

Love. Commitment. Trust. Relationships. Friendship. &Anything else of the sort.
It's not that I'm afraid of Love, it's that I fear I won't ever find it.
It's not that I'm afraid of Commitment, it's that I won't trust someone to commit to only me.
It's not that I'm afraid of Trust, it's that I have very little of it left, so I give it out sparingly, and the smallest thing can make me lose it for someone.
It's not that I'm afraid of Relationships, it's that I fear I won't ever have the courage to really try it.
It's not that I'm afraid of Friendship, it's that I fear I won't ever find a true friend who will stay by my side even when I try my hardest to push them away.

I'm afraid of myself. I don't trust myself. I doubt myself. I am my own worst fear. I fear that I won't ever really be able to follow my heart, because my head is always on a different page. I'm a logical person, and yet, I'm a hopeless romantic. I have a soft spot for a good love story, and I really want one for myself, but I fear that I won't ever be able to give into my feelings to be able to experience.
The biggest thing I'm afraid of, is myself and what I will and won't let myself do with my life.